Well it certainly has been a while... I know that this is definately not the stuff returning should consist of, but I'm trying to learn to stop being so dramatic. (That last journal sure was a shocker eh?) As for an explination to me leaving? I know I left in a hurry, and it wasn't like me to do so. I tried to leave a decent explination, but here's the full one.
About a month before I left I lost a very close uncle of mine, he was very simmilar to myself, and died suddenly one night while sleeping. He was incredibly active and fit, and to this day I still have no idea what caused his death. The worst part of it is that he lived the entirety of his life in turmoil and trouble, either with a family that despised him (wife/kids, not brothers and sisters, and DEFINATELY not nieces and nephews), or deep in debt. Needless to say, I drew the conclusion that the root of his problem was the lack of a decent job, and common sense. (both things I knew I would lack as well if I didn't get my act together) So in a show of goodwill towards him, I began to better myself by searching for a better job, a good college, working for my family, spending time with friends, gaining new responsibilities... but by doing this, I began to be stretched for time, and I found I had less and less time for anything but sleep and my new responsibilities. So I left.
It was until recently that I realized that part of this made it so I've switched from one end of the spectrum to the other, which was also doing a disservice to my uncle's kindness and personality. So I've decided to return.
I regret leaving, and I sincerely enjoy using this site, I really hope you don't begin to think less of me from my hasty decision. I am, in a sense, changed from the experience, but I hope it isn't so severe that it effects my artistic abilities, haha.
So yeah, I am back for the most part. I will not be posting daily as before, or possibly not even weekly, time will probably tell that. Thank you for understanding my situation!